I’m having a lazy moment, just sitting here with my beer, listening to Guitar Hero songs. I just managed to unlock Ozzy Osbourne’s “Crazy train” and I’m insanely pleased and proud of this even if it wasn’t the least bit difficult to pull that off. I just happen to love that song. My other roomie came home tonight so all three of us played GH together and I take back the thing I said about the drums. Me and the drums get along just fine now, and the same goes for the microphone. I felt like I was in Zoolander though when I had to try to sing “Beat it” by Michael Jackson and I don’t even know the lyrics.
Enough about that.
Today I talked to one of my online friends and tried to help her with her Shenny fanfic and it really made me miss working on my own. I honestly haven’t done a whole lot of that lately, kinda got a bit burnt out during the NaNoWriMo when I wrote 50 000 words of Shenny fanfic in 30 days. I have so many chapters that are close to completed, but I just can’t seem to focus enough to just sit my ass down and finish them. And as if that wasn’t enough, a new story for season 6 is starting to form in my head and every single brain cell seems to want me to work on that one instead of the others, and gaaah! Don’t I have enough stories already?
Another thing I want to work on is my idea for a new site. Not that I intend to shut down ATWWNS when season 6 ends or anything, because I really don’t, but I still want to start a new project at some point. I’ll have to think about it though, because this particular idea might be a case of me wanting to do too much. I would have to build the whole thing from scratch, and I’d have to do it all by myself even if projects like that usually have at least 5 people working on it.
Sometimes I wish I didn’t have so many things that I want to do. And I kinda need a cigarette about now.
Thoughtful

Exhausted

























